Throughout the past few days I have had moments of sadness and then moments of anger. I sense I have lost something but I am not sure what.
There have also been moments of happiness. Moments when I have laughed right out loud. Most of these moments were given to me by my hubby. No one can make me laugh like he can. These days he is in pain though, from a broken arm. So I am sad for both of us. We are both in pain.
But when you can laugh in the middle of the pain, well, there is hope then. There is hope for a brighter day.
We are going to visit one of our sons this weekend. That will help. We will be with people who we love and who love us back. I imagine we will laugh a lot, too. And I won't have to explain anything. I won't have to defend myself. I can just "be."
I can "be" in the moment, whatever that moment brings.