I finally watched it.
Oprah Winfrey interviewed 4 child molesters a few weeks ago. I taped it but it took me 3 weeks to get up enough nerve to watch it. I figured it would be filled with "triggers." It was.
But there was one moment when I knew I was glad that I watched it. Oprah asked them if they knew what damage they had caused their victims. And one man said - I killed the person she could have been.
My eyes filled with tears. Finally someone said it. Someone said what I have always known. I had been murdered.
For years now, I have been trying to come back to life. I don't think I will ever be the person I was meant to be, the person I was before the abuse started.
But today I live. Today I am alive.Because Jesus is loving me back to life.